I can't believe we have less than 2 weeks until the wedding. Life has been super busy. A day in my life recently has gone something like this: Wake up, school, home, wedding stuff, dinner, wedding stuff (or swimming if its tuesday or thursday) then bed. On weekends, wedding errands happen before any fun. I have so much to blog about and not enough time to do it! As a pretty laid back bride, something has happened to me that I never thought would happen. I have been having wedding "bad" dreams. I wanted to share some of them. So here they are:
1. This was the very first wedding dream I ever had. I woke up panicked and then couldn't help but laugh.
The dream takes place at my parents house. I was SCREAMing at Jman because he opened all of our wedding presents without me. I wasn't upset that I didn't get to open any presents though. The reason I was upset was because he did not write down who we received gifts from who. I distinctly remember saying "how are we going to write thank you notes!!!!!"
2. Jman and I are at the site where we are going to have the ceremony. He walked down the aisle and then I did. When we got to the alter, we were completely unorganized. We had nothing prepared and did not know what to say. We just stood there and said nothing. Then out of the "audience" people who i did not know started rioting.
3. It is the day of the wedding. Everything is going smoothly and at the end of the reception we are getting ready to do last dance and farewell. Right before we start to leave I notice the photographer is no where to be found. So we started looking for him everywhere. Finally we found him out in the back of the building smoking. When I asked him "where have you been!!??!" he said "I ran out of film so decided to go for a smoke".
4. Similar to Dream #2 except we are at a church to get married. At the alter there is a priest. Jman says his vows and the priest tells him that God has given him permission to marry because he is a holy man. Then it is my turn. I say my vows and the priest tells me I am a sinner and God will not allow me to marry such a holy man as J. So instead of getting married.. the ceremony ended and everyone when home. (this was the worst of all the dreams. I actually woke up very upset).
Now for the most part, I would not call these bad dreams nightmares. They are funny to me because I know none of them could possibly happen in real life. Jman would not open the presents without me, we have the ceremony organized (for the most part), the photographer doesn't smoke and is all digital/ doesn't use film and we are not getting married in a church or by a priest. On the other hand, I do think all of these dreams are happening because I feel very stressed and anxious about the upcoming weeks. There are a lot of things on my mind and a lot of things that need to be done. I am sure every bride has gone through this and I keep reminding myself that I am not in this alone!
In other news, My shower was a few weekends ago and my Bachelorette party was last weekend. Both parties were a hit and I will try to blog about the details in the next week or so!!
Until next time,
